I still love you all and the text still comes up in dreams late at night.
I have recently lent a neighbour my books and she is luving them - this has resulted in my rereading the last few and the good bits from earlier novels.
So want to come back but I need help with working out why I get depressed.
Been trying to work out my problems - my best alt has always been Abunar - a perfectly statted warrior, who was one of the initial SIG (Seanchan Imperial Guard.) Now Seandar was not my first fun, I played LS and DS before I ventured to Seandar. There I found a place where I could (over time) master the limited zones that were ours. The SIG perfected how to hit all the smobs available on Seandar, not for our own benefit (because we were all almost perfectly dressed) but for the benefit of newbs or PKRs who needed to redress. At this time I am pretty sure Seanchan corpses were providing more eq to LS and DS than their own smobbing trips.
Now in a similar way my trolloc hunter was always a smobber (but my rogue was a bank for a longtime before DS had its own bank, if someone needed 100s of gold to get something then my alt would hand it over, I was a master of moving between towns and selling/buying things), and my most recent cared about LS alt was also a smobber.
I mostly like exploring, doing things that take time, helping anyone who asks for it, and am also a grinder (I got one of the most useless alts I ever came across (the SIG chest, before we had a chest, Stor as in storage) to level 51 just because I liked a challenge. I am not really into winning, I get no true joy out of being the best or from beating someone. Mind you I do enjoy working out how to kill a smob with only a character or two (then farming it for the challenge, because it is never easy.) Some of my best times on the mud was leading groups into IoMM to kill smobs for very little benefit (not like we could use the angreals) it was the difficulty and challenge.
BUT almost all my fun can be destroyed by a master PKR - and they do not just destroy the adventure I was on, but force me to go back and get dressed again. Oh sure I have met Pkrs who once they killed me and I tried to get back to my corpse did not kill my naked self, but those nice people are few and far between. I just had a thought, even though it is one of the adverts YOU ARE NEVER SAFE, maybe having open PK zones and on or off PK triggers (let us say it takes an hour or two to change) might be good????
Ok I am dribbling, I have alts on all sides of all classes all with at least one reroll waiting (most maxed out) - where should I return to? Having read a bit about the type of player I am, what clan, race, theme suggestions can anyone give?
The only really clanned alt I have had is Abunar and he got clanned because we made a player run clan that got real (then his continent and motivation got destroyed.) I know people that have had multiple secret clan characters but at the same time I know decades long players who have never even gotten one secret clan character. I have helped a newb who within months ended up head of the Warders guild - he was a real newb who we helped and somehow his arrogance allowed him to achieve this .... .
Help me find a character and place to play in the mud, one where I get to help, explore, protect and I guess hold a responsible position. Any idea?
Thanks in advance
Abunar/Xinth/Fragger (even putting those names together is consider wrong

PS - let the flaming begin.
PPS - I should really mention that I have an RP hunter who could easily be a WB, but he was never into PK - nothing in the novels ever suggested that wolves were mostly into PK - Elyas (a WARDER) wasn't even into the wolf dream - my oldest alt is an explorer hunter that should have been offered a WB spot over a decade ago (even though I am not sure he has a PK scalp) ...